Friday, January 31, 2014

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Deanna (ME) is a person that can see the good in anyone or anything normally.... SO about three years ago I met this person who has inspired me in MANY ways, as well as become a friend and person i don't think i could ever live without in my life. She is a lot like me in many ways. Giving, thoughtful, happy, always see's the good in pretty much every situation! Although she does not know how much she has helped me i thought I would dedicate this post to her! When we moved back here (home for me) to Martin, SD, i was broken, lost and hadn't known the real Deanna in a long time! I came back hoping for the best in many things in my life, but not quite sure where to start or how..... I went out one night just for a good time and to see many friends I had not seen in a long time because i didn't live here anymore! I heard the most amazing voice singing Karaoke that night! I was in love with this song that I had sung (Alone, at home) and i really wanted her to sing it. "Oh Darling" by the Beatles. WEll she did NOT sing it for me that night even though I requested it, and she didn't sing it the next time I saw her either..... she stated: "I have that song do you want to sing it?" ME ?!?!?!?! Are you serious? I don't sing in front of people! I did sing once at a basketball game... the national anthem and I was in choir but that was when I was younger and I hadnt' done that in a very long time LOL So she promised me she would sing it with me..... WEll I sang and OH MY GOSH it felt so good, I was out of my comfort zone but the stress relief was awesome! As Karaoke nights became more frequent our friendship grew, she still has NO IDEA what she helped me get through and figure out just because she was her. She is an AMAZING young woman, smart, funny, happy and has so much potential I owe her for so much and she isn't even sure what she did LOL I know this post does not make a lot of sense but I felt like I really needed to write about her because of where I am now in life. I have made a friend for life, i know that no matter what i"ll be here for her, and I'll be by her side helping her with whatever battle God throws at her next. She is considered one of my best friends, and I thank her for everything she has done! 

By the way NOW when I go out to sing with her at Karaoke she makes me sing ALL NIGHT LONG, because I found something i actually LOVE doing and i'm pretty good at it... or at least people at the bar think so LOL. Thank you Hazel Marie Soloman for helping me find Deanna again. For being a part of the process I needed to go though and most of all for being my friend! I will be here for you no matter what you go through, and I'm your biggest cheerleader when you're ready for that next step :) Love ya